MAIN BIKHAR CHUKA HOON LYRICS – Gravity


Khudko dekhta hoon main kayi aaino mein

Kuch hi samjhe mujhe poora mere bhaiyon mein

Main gam bann kar sheeshe main bhar chuka hoon

Andar se mar chuka hoon, main bikhar chuka hoon

Tumhe dikhta grav, mujhe dikhta main

Kayi hain khareeddar phir bhi na bikta main

Hoon teri shiksha main, agnipariksha yeh

Khudke liye kabhi bhi na tha farishta main

Bachpan se mujh mein khaami kamzori jaan kheeche

Raat ka raja hoon main par rishta na chandni se

Tukdo mein jee raha hoon, farsh mein dhal chuka hoon

Andar se mar chuka hoon, main bikhar chuka hoon

Kashti lagi na kinaare, woh toofaan mein fasi

Khudse pyaar na kar paaya toh kya zindagi?

Apne aap se hee dar chuka hoon

Shayad badal chuka hoon, thoda sambhal chuka hoon

Hain kitne jhooth bole khudse, na nafrat hoti kam

Badsurat mera chehra, hubahu hain mera mann

Khudke aaunga kareeb jab,

Jeevan dekhunga main maut ki ghadi par

Waqt se upar na le jaata hain naseeb tak

Joh ugey baag mein uchchaalte bas keechad

Par aage main badh chuka hoon,

Koshish hain jodne ki, kyunki bikhar chuka hoon

Sapne khudko maarne ke aur main maarta mann

Bikhar gaya hoon jaise taash ya kaanch ka ghar

Aadhi zindagi bitaayi bas ek haadsa bann

Dozakh ke paas se aaya main baar-baar wapas

Shaitan sar mein ghar leke baitha aur

Wahan kare woh kaam toh roz naya tarashta gam

Main khudka gunehgar bann chuka hoon,

Aakhein main bhar chuka hoon, main bikhar chuka hoon

Ab aakhon mein naya junoon, ragon mein daudta khoon

Sar ki nasein joh fatey toh rangmanch ko banade rangoon

Judna wapas abb, aagaz kiya hain pagalpan

Parvarish mein thi kami na, kamina bana aalas kar

Saath mein gine chune log, peeche chhoote bohot

Phir bhi muda nahi, gille-shikve joh dil mein

Bhare waha joh bhi daana chughe, kabhi uda nahi

Gaane mere mosaic art, main bana kintsugi,

If I don’t win myself then what’s a win to me?

Abb uncha rakhun sar, neeche rakh ghamand

Main bhaagun hamesha na chahun astabal

Banaya khudko wapis inn tukdo se,

Mukhdon mein antar se nahi, antron aur mukhdon mein

Khudse nafrat ki sazaa, kab tak khud bhugtoge?

Aisa kalakaar ek hee baar aata pushton mein

Barbaad hoke bhi nikhar chuka hoon

Main bikhar chuka tha abb wapas bann chuka hoon

Barbaad hoke bhi nikhar chuka hoon,

Main bhikar chuka tha

Abb wapis ban chukka hoon,

Barbaad hoke bhi nikhar chuka hoon

Main bhikar chuka tha, abb wapis bann chuka hoon